Well it's finally come the time for my second scan about 16 months after the 1st one...

I'm in total agony here today was the second time since I started working for EB Games 15 months ago that I gulled up the courage to call in sick because of the cramps and the inability to get out of bed.

I was nearly hugging the toliet last night I was that sick from cramps. Very rare do I get the urge to vomit while PMS and I was near tears in pain last night while Jubei sat by and rubbed my back.

She's going to meet me tomorrow after the scan. To see how I go. I've promised Doku and Kami I'll send them a text after I get out... he appointment can take up to 90 mins... and I'm going please be a female doctor, please be a female doctor!

Currently I've pretty much taken so many pain killers over the past two days that I feel like I've stoned myself stupid and gorged myself on Kou Doku stuff to keep my mind off it and entertained.

Today I've kept my busy in the Ikkou ARP because I wanted to. Felt I needed to because face it I'm shit scared. I tried to call up today to cancel my scan because as I so bluntly put it to Jubei, 'they take a dildo looking camera and shove up my twat'. I'm PMSing so I wanted to cancel. The lady over the phone went "Oh but this is the perfect time because we can catch it at work! I know is a bit disgusting and degrading for you but understand it is the best time. It's best you come to this appointment."

So I'm going =////////= apparently...

In other news my brother's shipment of stuff came in... soooooo I got my Cloud and Vincent Figures. Cloud doesn't move though... but he is oiginal FF7 game Cloud and Vincent is AC Vinnie so that's pretty awesome <3

Then my brother started being a righteous little shit today moving shit from the garage to make room for his shit and he tried dumping it in MY room while I'm curled up round my laptop and kitty in agony I had a go at him the then booted him out and baracadded the door for three hours and cranked that Livvi Franc 'now I'm that bitch' song appropiate for my mood swings. While chatting to the crew on The Kami Springer Show.

After the grrrness died own my brother decided it would be funny to give me four lovely JD stick on Tattoo's knowing JD are my initials... what am I gong to do with Jack Daniel fake tattoos? Then I ended up having a room invasion with my brother and mother... My mother telling me since I'm in pain that she'll take me to the hospital tomorrow so I gave her $25 for the fuel and have $10 for the metro card so I can bus home. I don't want her hanging around waiting for me. She has other things she needs to do and I'd rather not face my family straight after this scan. I don't think I want to see or talk to anyone but Jubei made it clear she wants to pop by after work to check on me <3 to you honey thx.

I have the week off work at least til Friday when I'm doing Show Day close with Sam... I always find him soooo entertaining he's intent on wanting to hook me up with one of his friends... and I'm going I won't date Kiwi guys and he's pretty much "but kiwi girls?" and I'm like "Yeah... kiwi girls are fine." So who knows... lol told him I want to go to Yaoi Con next year and he telling me I have to go to Yuri con next lol a totally entertaining fellow to work with... just me and him for 6 hours on Friday... I grabbed the following Friday off for the weeding well the morning but the early evening we got a b'day to attend both me and mum... and it's a spiritual thing so I can't really pull out of that *clasps hands together in apology* Sorry but morning and day is fine you too I'll be there... I'm going to see if I can pay for Angeal to come up for it... looked at flights $84 each way with infant just incase she has to bring bubs. She'll hopefully be up for a week I'll try and get her up the wed week.

All in all I'm busy as trying to get stuff sorted for work and the upcoming x-mas season... yay for me x______X

Got one pic left in the Meme and it's going to be the best and lol worthy one <3<3 Angeal and Zack in all stupidness awesome I'm going to love it!

Anyways rant is over.